Tuesday, May 22, 2007
I’m through bringing you these little vials.
In your vestment armor I envision a cleansing of the meat board.
Still no hammer can straighten the victory loom.
Saddle your viewfinder with the trembling of weaving.
You ought not prune your Hydrangea with the broadsword of Lo-angrick!
Swing me to the myriad. I have enlargened the hoop straddle
with ingots of Thule.
Gorge wedded to the throng toggle, I, steeple grouched the heathens,
but with flowers, sweet purple Pansies, Goth-weaver.
I’m journeying to the Mall of your choice in order
register thee, my cellular to the battle axe. Such
a pretty compliment to the broken tooth,
also the queenly crown, her smooth crash:
Nordrun the cruise liner wishes to bury you.
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Friday, May 18, 2007

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Immersed within the goal,
to grounding, to meet the fury’s digestives,
the self, around the goal
affirms a necessary movement
within itself.
This is the fine firmament
of generation: not to be allowed
but to find the mercy
of sustenance
in the curve of permission
like the light around the edge, harbor
& steam.
This is the source. The offended hand
finds a stick to clutch
in the cane I use to keep from falling.
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Thursday, May 17, 2007
Twitch Blasphemy
My eyes aren’t drooping like the blue tarp after rain,
Rather, the twitch is like a stuttering engine
Preparing to come alive.
By the way, I also am thinking of flying to
Of dressing up my individuals and renting a bus,
Of then driving it off a cliff into a patch of my own bristly
Euphemism. (Consumer Alert: Conifer Hedge!)
When I search online for “Eye Twitch” it says
It’s caused by a combination of stress and nerve
Damage. It’s ok, though because the pretty girl
In the sidebar ad is looking happily over the rim
Of her prescriptions and I’m sure, so sure
It’s not nerve damage.
But I don’t know what the arborist thinks
When she pins that hem of green cloth
To the ailing ficus,
Be-branch the precipice of hewing.
When I think of flying to
Am really thinking of sawing off a limb,
That order is imposed by a long needle in the neck.
Thus my social habits are like unto the
Already taxidermied Mallard:
The allure of some forgotten pond
Coupled with
Dust urchins token of death.
Also online it says Eye twitching is caused by dry eye.
This curious term clarifies to me as an audience
In an unsentimental movie, perhaps a documentary
On duck hunting or Tax reform.
Sure, the fine print on a railroad tie says beware.
I’m not that well read.
Consumer alert!
Everyone in the audience is wearing corrective 3D glasses
And I have to keep my left lid screwed down
The forehead in confusion. Consumer Alert!
These are my fingers. This is my throat.
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Best American Poetry
Because you’ll want to know,
What I’m doing is leaning against
the long malformed arm of a live Oak
near the little lake downtown. It has nice
turns of concrete sidewalk. The home-
less don’t talk to you, & the helicopter
behind the great central spume
hovers over only imaginary wounded.
The sign says one complete circuit
is a kilometer and thus the exercise is
of European design. The waddling
herds of Muscovite ducks really
terrify me. Their wattles nearly covering
the black seeds of their eyes, &
the stain of their combination shit
and piss are bucolic interruptions
of the city, warning: beware, animals shitting.
And the thought of giving over your lunch
demands in the seeth of their flipper
feet, the hook on the ends their bills.
Meanwhile, an organized gang of school kids
sets up to race around the pond
just as a line of ducklings marches
to the crossing. One homeless man,
be-do-ragged & scrawny stands arms
out to protect the ducklings. The meeting
of privilege and responsibility. The kids
just run around him, whooping. I’m
still a larch end leaner looking on.
& what about you, watching me through
all this? Aren’t you sick of this yet?
The hoary ducks, the predictable circuit.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Last Nights of the Island
What in Indo-Chinese sounds scandalous
Herds useless terms before us as we bow
Supplicant to the swirling appending of ice
Cream on the Dairy Queen sign.
Truth
To say we only just got one in our town,
Weeks of the empty storefront and the lake,
Ducks and homeless circling, lost.
Now the girls lean out too far from the drive
Up and the bums squirm down the spoiling milk
And my goal, which is to follow the shadow
Up the metaphoric staircase
Where, on a shimmery canvass,
I see a bonsai tree on your teacup, before your lips,
A wren & cracks in the mountain,
Says bonsior to the Blizzard, M&M to the Snickers
Forming at the front of my wardrobe.
Even now I’m losing sight of it, in the prayer hatch.
Sprinkled nuts & fudge. The gooey termination of society.
Wrap your bonbons in that o’ reader. Epithet
Of self abuse. Oh Queen, flapping tyrant, homily
Of men. I’m an underage fool falling down drunk
At your All Ages concert. Chinese guitar riffs.
The ducks are forming an island with their backs
To us. Soon we’ll be the only ones in line.
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Monday, May 14, 2007
The Oculist Witness
-- As with everything, this is self indulgent.
The clinic at the DMV has me in the “Squinters” category
I look like a copse of lavender, with my one eye
Pirate-covered by the little paddle. I see a Z,
A memory of candlelight fading as I close my eyes.
The mind is a marching out of feelers, world replicators.
I’m not afraid to fail, I write a poem at you
Because it has teeth, not daisies. It’s a rage
Not from me, but from the not me.
These imitators can vary the length of a wave of light
Salmon-y, the hand of the optometrist rests heavy
On my shoulder. She smells like your apartment
In that gray I was drunk through. Your portrait
A calm hospital blanket over the jagged buzz
Of Picasso or the nerds lined up to fix your
Computer. Next letter I see is Omega, a listing
For apartments in tiny newspaper print.
It heaves with the functional body, bare ass to the breeze.
She puts the paddle over my right eye and I think
Of how to answer next, L, 5, Gamma. Inside here
Where the test burns me, in the thinking,
A certain descent to the bottom of the swimming pool.
I’m discovering ways to be a new man, a chemist
Or a lunger. Next time I’m in daylight, I’ll strut
With the awarenss of confession. “I can’t make it out.”
Open up to the redness, crinoline chemical on the gaze.
My eyelashes come together like the teeth
Of some tiny machine grinding chocolate. It’s late
Into the vapors, if I faint, it will be into snow
Mellow and loose, the crumpled undertow invents an Alpha.
Or the tumble of ice and waves, a cocktail:
Soft ice, the new glass of teeth. Soft teeth:
The new teeth of glass. In the waiting room
Marked in red pepper, saying goodnight Ms, closing time,
I fill in the bar marked Other with the word
“Breather”. I close both my eyes and cave to the failure.
All my life it’s been a struggle to use indifference
As a guiding principle.
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Friday, May 11, 2007
Duchamp & the Traveling Graces
These horns make it difficult to pass security.
Very often the fears they inspire
are closeted by the machismos that necessitate
both airline piloting and the sort of failed
yearning for imposing order on the world
which results in the airport security detail.
I may have said too much about it already,
The sandwich lady is digging with a shovel
for pastrami and the oversized advertisements
usher me into mental decay on glacial levels.
She passed me a wrap of tapeworms and you know
what I said? I said maybe it will grow up
to look like me. Can you believe that? Also
it was wrapped in scripture, Psalm worms
wriggling up my ever after.
So I wrapped my horns in a towel and they punched
my ticket to the slippery State bordered
by constant burning repression and catatonia,
pre-awarded structures like these horns, which I
confess were made by another creature before
the security guards dispatched it.
I’m on my way to infiltrate the museum. So you know.
I’m diving in to smash the toilet I was
bred of. If you meet a tape worm, one of god’s
children in your intestine, listen for her message:
The path to mercy is an insistent flushing.
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Orduary
So, looking out the window of the van I notice
the elderly woman in the car next to me is drifting
over into my lane because she is text messaging.
I’m concerned, her tires are grinding into me like
teeth, unified teeth over miles.
I’m not concerned because I can nearly read her message:
Late, lost & old. Can’t figure out how long to wait
to begin spelling again between O & L.
The steel belts under the rubber, or whatever passes
for galvanized has a wring on my mind like a noose
I explain that to you, OK?
I honk and take out my cell and wave it to the closed window,
A/C. the lanes are a dull silver what with all the smoke
from some fires. The future is a dull silver over the air.
the lord is my A/C repair man. I shall not want.
i look at the picture of my daughter on the inside wall
paper of my phone. the future is a war for air & water, you betcha.
I don’t text to any one: nrly klld by LdRly. Holla back, Oh LrD.
Ropes of woven bread, (Know your following) I like a sandwich
in a cool restaurant. the A and the C. the alpha and the chromosome
together in a child’s religion of “nah-uh.”
two paths, one the color of sky, two: the pin down of weaving,
a smoke dance in place of the rain. There’s no other
‘Cause god is lightin’ with his thumbs.
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
Monday, May 07, 2007
Sunday, May 06, 2007
Silver City
My wife Mary and me did this collaborative piece with Henry's kindergarten class for the Strawberry St. Festival silent auction. The parents donated beater toys, Mary and the kids hot-melt glued parts together to make characters. I took the leftovers and made this thing as a space for the children's creations to inhabit. I'll put up more pictures later when it's in place and finished if I'm a little less sick of than I am now.





