Cruelty

When I relapse, it'll be straight into a pine box.
They can say He did it to drown the jagged thing
In his belly, That which made him hurt. You and me.
That way I can be ahead of the game.
When the Radiation Cloud calls us to Rise Again,
I won't have to run away. It'll just be a matter
Of clawing to the surface. Released from the weight
Of feeling anything except want.